I put myself out there willing to let someone in to be here to support and comfort me. All I feel was just like everytime else I'm a piece of ass. He had me fooled by his charm not pushing me into anything just so his web could consumed me and the need for love let me act dumb. Now I feel more lonely then ever. I WANT MY MOM I NEED HER AND SHE'S GONE WHO DO I TURN TO? I will never be the same. I just want to crawl in a hole and die.