mom

I have stayed up nights or dont sleep thinking about my mom. The two hardest parts r I lose my best friend and my dad is so broken hearted I dont knw what to do. There are no words that can take this pain. And I knw time heals all wounds but not the emptiness I feel. I would trade anything in this world for one minute with her. She had the biggest heart and helped out when anyone needed it well mom I need it and your gone. I knw she is watching me up there but its not the same as having her here. I think the hardest part is the stuff she sent of for Christmas showed up a few days after she passed and I cherish every moment of it but she was the one I got exited with. So now I sit here and look around and remember everything about her. And the pain hurts to much and I cant deal with it. All I want to do is stay in bed and never leave. But if mom has her ways she will not let that happen. I'M CRYING OUT FOR HELP CAN ANYBODY HEARD ME!!!